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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Random Thoughts

This past week has been amazing. I'm pretty sure I partied more in the past 10 days than I have the rest of the semester. Unfortunately its coming to an end for now, because school is picking up again and I'll be living in the library once more =( but oh man it was fun while it lasted!

The only thing that sucked is i had a couple of drunk run-ins with my ex. lol. not so fun at all. i could honestly go the rest of my life without seeing him again and it'd be too soon! nothing ruins my mood more than seeing him. so that was shitty, but luckily i was so drunk both times i saw him that i barely remember it. so that's cool.

i had a thought the other day. i wonder how many people are in relationships just because they like being in relationships and not because they particularly care about the person they're with. i'm not saying that they don't like their significant others. but maybe they have to force it. like they would rather be in a bad relationship than be alone. i think i know people who were or are like that. Hell, that was me this past year! haha! it wasn't that i didn't care about him, but it clearly wasn't working and i knew that. i was just used to being in relationships and i think i liked the idea of being in a relationship more than i liked my actual relationship. i think other people do that too. the weird thing is, being single is awesome! i'm having so much fun with my friends lately. i wouldn't trade it for the world <3

i still haven't started my new job yet. i had to get a physical, a drug test, a criminal background check, a tb test and something else, lol. but the whole process is taking forever! i should be all done in a couple days, so hopefully i'll be working by this weekend. i can't wait to have lots of money!

i am so freakin excited for Christmas. i just love this whole time of year. tonight there is a Christmas festival and parade in downtown Flint, and I'm about to burst from excitement. I love that kind of stuff!

i'm bouncing around from subject to subject so randomly today. sorry about that! lol. anyways, i miss some of my friends. i've been getting to hang out so much lately, but there's still a few of my really good friends that i barely see anymore and it makes me really sad. hopefully after this semester gets over, everyone will have a little more time to hang out! =)

me and my sister are starting a diet/exercise program this week! i'm sooo excited! i'm working out sporadically still, and not dieting at all, so i'm hoping this helps keep me in line! =) i'm still losing weight i think though. i can wear my "skinny" jeans again and they are actually a little big. so thats pretty much how i judge my weight loss, lol. i don't even have a scale. i just know that the last pair of pants i bought like a month ago, are so big now that i can take them off and on without unbuttoning or unzipping them, lol. so i figure i'm doing good!

i'm trying to figure out how i'm gonna get my hair done the next time i go to the salon. i usually get a hair cut, but i'm kinda digging the long hair right now. i think i might just go a shade or two lighter and just get my bangs cut. i'm gonna be hott shit, lol. okay i'm not really that conceited, i just feel good after getting my hair done! who doesn't? lol

ummm i don't know. i guess that's it! i am happier now than i've been in a few years. i always used to just blog when i was in a pissy mood, but that's so hard to do lately cuz everything is so great! =) makes for less interesting blogs, but i'd rather be boring than depressed all the time, haha.

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